Cards, Gifts, Flowers…

Either somebody died, sombody is ill, or somebody has a BIG birthday coming up. It’s the latter and it’s me. 60…oof. Really? There I said it. I’ve been anticipating this since July when my family had a party for me, which was very kind of them. It sort of helped, being eased into it. They could razz me, and I could laugh, because I knew it wasn’t happening…yet. I wasn’t 60…yet. We could joke about it as if it weren’t a reality, because it wasn’t…yet. Still isn’t. Two more days to be 59, and then, oh no, oh yes. Please don’t…

“Remind me that my days are numbered.” Psalm 39:4

There is only one alternative to turning 60 and that’s to not. So you see, birthdays are GOOD for you. The more you have, the longer you live. And it isn’t me who calls the shots. It is not me who tells the creator the number of days I wish for my life. My calling and privilege is to praise him for what I have, honor him with who I am, and bring glory to him all the days of my life.

It’s a tall order, and I fall short. But as long as he gives me more days I’ll keep trying to get it right. Oh how I relate with my boy David’s song, Unafraid.

Yes, there are times when I’ve wanted to be someone else, or just a better version of myself. I’ve prayed for second chances, and gotten some. I’ve learned too many things the hard way. And, I am frequently distracted by the part of me that never got it right. But…

I don’t want to look back on my life and wish that it was different…
 
I just want to give all that I am
To the One who gave
All that he was
All for us.
 
I’m not gonna be scared of what may come
Or what may not
I’m gonna be unafraid.
 

Unafraid of turning 60. Unafraid of the unknowns. Unafraid of what’s been done, what’s been overlooked, left undone, all that is yet to be done. Well aware that my days are numbered, I want what I do to count…but I don’t have to live this life like it’s the only one I’ve got.

The song says, “I wanna go dancing in the rain.” I’m not much of a dancer, but the other morning I went swimming in the rain…about 55 degrees outside, 82 in the water, raindrops making bubbles all around me. I’m not sure there is anything more delightful.

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2 Responses to Cards, Gifts, Flowers…

  1. Greg says:

    Great post Betsy! I featured you on Inspirational Christian Blogs.http://wp.me/p2daMC-lsHave a great dayGod blessGreg

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  2. Thanks, Greg, for picking up my post and for the link to Inspirational Christian Blogs.http://wp.me/p2daMC-ls Great site!

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